I believe in ecstasy, but you might never love me. So can you tell me how we get it right? I've got to be cautious.

I just want someone to exist with me.

Like when people visit me or spend time with me I have to entertain them.

But that's not what I want.

I want people to want to be around me and make that effort.

And then I want them to be okay with just being around each other.

I want someone in my life who can sit with me and do their own thing and I can do my own thing.

I just want to be enough to not have to perform.